What Songs Have Meaning For You?

There are songs that stay with us over the years, over the decades and across the turn of the century for those us old enough to remember the nineties. Some stay with us because we like them, some because we hate them, and some because they hold a special meaning for us.

Some of these make us remember the good times, and some bring hurt and pain every time we listen to them. As I was listening “What Have You Done” by Within Temptation (featuring Keith Caputo), I started thinking about songs that make me remember smiles and pains. So I thought I would compile a list of songs that held a significant meaning in one way or another for me.

Football’s Coming Home – Five Lions
This was in the charts twice. Once in May 1996, and once in June 1998. Both at the time my children were born.

Not Afraid – Eminem
When I moved in with someone who turned out to be completely the opposite of who I fell for, I needed something to keep me going while I tried to find a way to get my kids and myself out of that situation.

Angels – Within Temptation
In the same situation as above, with the woman I moved in with, this song explains exactly how I felt, and how I felt she saw me.

Because of You – Kelly Clarkson
When I split from the mother of my children, I felt I would never find love again. I was too afraid to give myself to someone fully for fear of being shredded again. I did get over this fear long enough to fall for someone. Only to get shredded.

I Get Knocked Down – Chubbawumba
“I get knocked down, I get up again, Ain’t nothin’ gonna keep me down” Explains the meaning behind this one and why it holds a place for me.

Nothing Else Matters – Metallica
This was my wedding song. The first dance I had after getting married in 1995.

All I Need – Within Temptation
I went to see these in concert with my then wife, and we had what I felt was the best time until I found out she didn’t enjoy it that much at all.

Stand My Ground – Within Temptation
No matter what happens, there will always be someone to take up the mantle of something. Whether it be hope, love, life, or whatever. I will stand my ground.

Coward of the County – Kenny Rogers
I chose this one by Kenny Rogers although I could have chosen any by him. When I was a lad, I used to hide in my room and listen to the tapes and records (vinyl disks you put on a turntable and needle would go in the grooves and play the music out of speakers) of Kenny Rogers in the hopes of hiding from everything and everyone.

Everybody Hurts – R.E.M.
This reminded me that there are people worse off than me.

Streets Of London – Ralph McTell
The people who are forgotten. This always makes me think of the people sleeping in shop doorways. Those who have lost everything. I can only hope they get at least some of it back.

Cats In The Cradle – Ugly Kid Joe version
After hearing this song, I vowed I would never have my kids ending up like this and seeing me as someone never there for them.

These are a few that hold a special meaning to me for one reason or another. There are others which hold more private reasons for good or ill, from the highest point to the lowest of the low points where I felt there was no hope. (And there is always, always hope even if you don’t see it at the time).

So what songs hold a meaning for you?

A Photo A Day … May 01 2013

Been in extreme pain today, so I only managed a quick photo. This ship was turning to “park” in Dover Docks or turning leave. If you look at the larger image, you can see blurry images of people on the front of the ship and one on the bridge.

May 01 2013


A Sad Update

In October, Le Clown started his Bloggers For Movember which was to raise awareness for Prostate Cancer. I did my own post about my Uncle. He had lost his first wife to cancer, and then he remarried. His second wife also succumbed to cancer. When he was with a new girlfriend, he was diagnosed with prostate cancer.

In October, he was in hospital, and the hospital vicar suggested that if they were going to marry, then they should do it now. They did, and then he started improving slightly. For the last six months, he has been in and out of the Pilgrim’s Hospice who have looked after him.

His wife went to see him yesterday with two other members of his family. Unfortunately they were too late. He died minutes before they turned up.

Whilst it is sad that he has gone, the cancer had a fierce grip on him, and had him in serious pain. He is at peace now. His wishes were that there be no flowers for him, and that any money that we would have spent on flowers, be donated to the Pilgrim’s Hospice instead.

R.I.P. Uncle Len. You will be missed.


A Photo A Day … March 26 2013

I am in incredible pain today due to going to see the Osteopath and him pulling me around to see what part hurt. More now than it did before.

I did try and take a macro photo of a pine cone, but I couldn’t concentrate, so this is one of the photos I took with my iPhone on the way home when I had to stop for a break.

iPhone 4s with standard camera.

March 26 2013